It is as if our soul's journey is a falling backwards into the arms of the Infinite!
It reminds me of how a child falls into a parent’s arms, trusting completely, knowing they will be caught. In the end, isn’t that what faith, love, and existence itself come down to? This trust, this yielding—not as defeat, but as the ultimate act of belonging?
It makes complete sense and that’s why I am also sharing my grief in my pages. It’s feels so much better to share it with whoever would care enough to read and like and know that we exist here and now. I’ve been where you are at, for a brief 16 days running between hospital and home caring for my then 3 year old while still nursing her, actually that’s all I was able to be there for her on those days, staying with my dad at the hospital endlessly reading the Bible to him in hopes that he would here and welcome Jesus into his heart! It was painful to see him pass away unnecessarily at that time but it was such a relief when that day came also. I understand you perfectly. Keep writing! I’ll read.
If it happened today, I wouldn’t know if I would read the Bible to my dad as I did that day. I just mentioned because on that day, that seemed most important, more important than being there for my little girl. I don’t know what she did for those 16 days at home. Her dad was around but he was working. Maybe that’s why she loves her dad more than me, because I suddenly vanished from her life at that time. All of us react and respond to our situations differently especially when it comes to dire situations where we are needed and we have to make difficult choices. For ourselves and others. May God lead him and you in His chosen path! All the very best! Keep writing!
Thank you, Shalini. Your words comfort me and I understand your wants on wanting to have your father welcome Jesus into his heart. I know my brother believes in God, yet I also know that when he loss his daughter that relationship changed over the years. My biggest thing through this has been wanting him to be at peace within himself and his soul. I appreciate you, thank you 💕
It does allow me to get my feelings expressed. This might sound crazy but it's easier to put on the page to strangers than to say out loud to others who are close to the situation. Each and everyone is experiencing their own grief cycle, and it may be hard for them to hear my feelings. If that makes sense.
It makes perfect sense. That's why I started writing online, to process stuff I would have to pay to process privately. My therapist insisted I get on medication because 'insurance won't cover just talking' so here we are.
I will listen and I am here. We help each other carry forward and I appreciate your journey and thank you for sharing mine. The insurance companies don`t get a kickback for cognitive therapy. I am happy to have the privilege to have you in my journeys path. 💞✨🫂
It is a shame that more natural remedies are not prescribed. Like a walk, a time in nature. Freedom to just be in the moment, to honor our nervous system and to regulate it without synthetic chemicals.
I feel we have lost so much wisdom on such things like plants and their benefits. Natural cures. We have become too dependent on medications as a cure all. I refused the medication patch prescribed to help with memory once I read the side effects. Seizures, digestive issues, comma etc. I`ll find other ways to help nudge my memory. Dr said only one percent have adverse side effects. I laughed and said I have two rare conditions and had PE`s after a medication before, I am your one percent, no thank you.
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Thank you Debra.
It is as if our soul's journey is a falling backwards into the arms of the Infinite!
It reminds me of how a child falls into a parent’s arms, trusting completely, knowing they will be caught. In the end, isn’t that what faith, love, and existence itself come down to? This trust, this yielding—not as defeat, but as the ultimate act of belonging?
Thank you, Matthew, I am so grateful for this platform and the freedom of expression it has allowed me to share. 🫂💞✨
It makes complete sense and that’s why I am also sharing my grief in my pages. It’s feels so much better to share it with whoever would care enough to read and like and know that we exist here and now. I’ve been where you are at, for a brief 16 days running between hospital and home caring for my then 3 year old while still nursing her, actually that’s all I was able to be there for her on those days, staying with my dad at the hospital endlessly reading the Bible to him in hopes that he would here and welcome Jesus into his heart! It was painful to see him pass away unnecessarily at that time but it was such a relief when that day came also. I understand you perfectly. Keep writing! I’ll read.
If it happened today, I wouldn’t know if I would read the Bible to my dad as I did that day. I just mentioned because on that day, that seemed most important, more important than being there for my little girl. I don’t know what she did for those 16 days at home. Her dad was around but he was working. Maybe that’s why she loves her dad more than me, because I suddenly vanished from her life at that time. All of us react and respond to our situations differently especially when it comes to dire situations where we are needed and we have to make difficult choices. For ourselves and others. May God lead him and you in His chosen path! All the very best! Keep writing!
Thank you, Shalini. Your words comfort me and I understand your wants on wanting to have your father welcome Jesus into his heart. I know my brother believes in God, yet I also know that when he loss his daughter that relationship changed over the years. My biggest thing through this has been wanting him to be at peace within himself and his soul. I appreciate you, thank you 💕
Thank you for sharing. And I hope that sharing helps your heart and soul as well ❤️
It does allow me to get my feelings expressed. This might sound crazy but it's easier to put on the page to strangers than to say out loud to others who are close to the situation. Each and everyone is experiencing their own grief cycle, and it may be hard for them to hear my feelings. If that makes sense.
It makes perfect sense. That's why I started writing online, to process stuff I would have to pay to process privately. My therapist insisted I get on medication because 'insurance won't cover just talking' so here we are.
I will listen and I am here. We help each other carry forward and I appreciate your journey and thank you for sharing mine. The insurance companies don`t get a kickback for cognitive therapy. I am happy to have the privilege to have you in my journeys path. 💞✨🫂
It is a shame that more natural remedies are not prescribed. Like a walk, a time in nature. Freedom to just be in the moment, to honor our nervous system and to regulate it without synthetic chemicals.
I feel we have lost so much wisdom on such things like plants and their benefits. Natural cures. We have become too dependent on medications as a cure all. I refused the medication patch prescribed to help with memory once I read the side effects. Seizures, digestive issues, comma etc. I`ll find other ways to help nudge my memory. Dr said only one percent have adverse side effects. I laughed and said I have two rare conditions and had PE`s after a medication before, I am your one percent, no thank you.