Not Good

Many of you who have been with me a bit, know that my brother lives with me. I care for him, and he looks after me.

We both went to sleep early last night about 6 or so. I was woken up by what sounded like pounding. As soon as I reached the hall, I could hear my brothers machine alarm. I rushed to his room to find him on the floor.

Apparently, he had gotten up, he doesn’t remember getting up. He hit his head against the bed and laid there some time from what he said. I assume he blacked out either before he fell or after. His mask got knocked off, but tubbing was still close to his face. His oxygen was low. I was frantic.

I called for paramedics. Our neighbor came to the door at the same time I had opened it because they heard the same pounding that he made to try and alert me.

Bless him, he saw his bathroom scale just under his bed and kept lifting and dropping the edge to the floor, which made the banging noise that woke me.

The first thing he said to me was “I love you”

He is in ICU and more stable than when he arrived according to the nurse I spoke with a few moments ago.

I will be returning there this morning to be with him. I managed a couple hours sleep. My mind swirls. I feel numb and lost without him here. The emotions come in waves knocking me down.

I don`t know how much I`ll be around for next few days. Our mother’s birthday is Tuesday and have pre-scheduled article to drop.

I feel lost……

Thank you for your understanding

✨Be the Light