Had Quite the Scare Tonight

I didn`t want to put this out as a note so I`ll make it a short post.

I had to call the EMT`s for Billy tonight. I thought I heard him fall and sure enough he did. I immediately called emergency. Of course, he was saying he was ok and didn`t need to be checked. Sis wasn`t having any of that.

He did just have surgery Monday and last yr. he had TIA`s after the same surgery and I was fearful it was happening again.

They came and checked all his vitals. Got him off the floor and sitting up. His oxygen was low and his color blueish. After about ten minutes of asking him questions and seeing if he felt he wanted to go to hospital they determined he was ok. But told me to call them back if things changed.

One EMT asked if I needed to have myself checked out. I said no I was ok. My chest gets tight, and I was sweaty from the anxiety of the situation. I handle it well, but my body instantly goes into fight or flight mode and my heartbeat goes nuts. My nervous system hits overdrive in these situations.

He sees the Vascular/heart Dr. in the morning.

Maybe my dreams the last few days, was a warning for this. Though in my dreams it was me in the hospital. 🤔

Earlier when he said he wasn`t feeling well, I mentally told myself to be on watch. Like I sensed something was going to happen. That feeling is not totally gone even though this event has taken place.

We`ve come a long way my brother and me. I`ve known since he arrived 22 months ago his time was limited. I am thankful for every day we get.

He a tough old bird, he says…. and that he is. ❤️

Brother & Sister

✨Be the Light