A Visit Home

Having arrived at the State of my birth, I find the feeling of “home” has also changed. I can easily find may way around without the aid of GPS, in the dark even.

Familiar yet the longing for home and the nastalgic are no longer reverberating within. I have no desire to drive past my old home or the one I was raised in. There is not the draw for memories sake to do such. like I had shed any attachment with them when I left two years ago for good.

I miss my people the ones I interacted with each day, that is true. Yet it isn’t the kind of miss that would draw me back until my journey is closer to ending.

I still have wonder, I still possess dreams of adventures. Those of new places and faces and vibes to tune into.

While waiting for updates on our delayed flight, I met a fellow passenger and her husband. We visited and it was enjoyable learning someone else's story.

I have spent most of the first day, sleeping. After waking before everyone else I was the first to take a mid morning nap.

My grandson shared his art supply with his Nana. He’s a right boy, active, passionate and intelligent. He lights up a room. A comedian but not the clown. He, I predict will a “George Carlin” of his era.

The oldest grandchild is a sensitive young man. He reminds me of his mom in many ways. He will be a teenager this fall. My oh my where has the time gone.

Tomorrow I will accompany my daughter to work. She is a hairstylist and Mom is getting the VIP treatment.

The off to complete my reason for coming, the legal stuff.

Afterwards, a trip the casino which is a twenty minute drive from my daughter's home. It is now a treat instead of the temptation it once was. A place I went out of boredom or escape.

It is cold and damp and rainy here. I hope to see spring temperatures in the upper 60’s at least. That would be great 😃

There are friends to visit and of course I am in contact throughout the day with my brother to check on his status.

As, I write all snuggled within the knock my daughter prepared for me, I am ready for another nap.

I might just gain a pound or two to make the doctor happy. There is something about the North country air that makes you hungry.

So my friends that is my agenda for the next few days. I have shared some of my new creations with my daughter she had yet to hear. My next creation is just a experience away! 😄😜

It's ok to take that break when things become overwhelming. I don't need much the five days to myself and my needs is enough to keep me going.

I needed this.

✨Be the light.